Saturday, April 30, 2011

Life for the past few months

Hey my dearest bloggie...Sorry been really busy with work that I have abondened you all alone here.I abondoned you for the past 3 months plus...All cos' your blogger here was so busy with work that she hardly had a "me myself and I" time....

Well, not that I have all this right now, but because someone asked me..."You have a blog?"...and I went like..."Oh,do I???"...cos I totally forgot that I had created you...Hehehehe!!!!

Okay let's see what has been happening lately....February and March was just purely work...Coming back late and working late....getting up early and finishing up my work...go to work...come back and the same routine...

It did not change much in April as we auditors are still undergoing our peak period and I don't see it coming to an end...Well,not for me at least...Suppose to be seconded but I was pulled out at the very last minute for no reason but to work for a stucked up manager next week...Which I am really gonna hate...Cos' she is a real stucked up one...Talks to herself and I hardly can see any smile on her face.Imagine every morning you get to the office and the first person you see is her...My God...I just pray I have a good day...:)))Anyway, lets forget about her....that's for next month....

As for April...I had a very interesting month plus a very sad month as well.....

I'll update you with the interesting one first...I met a very interesting character lately...I don't want to reveal much about that person...but the person is a God sent gift for me...I am gonna be treasuring every moment spent with that person...:)

Well, here comes the sad part....Swami left his physical body on the 24th of April 2010 at 7.38am India time.Swami has been really sick for the past 28 days.Prayers were being conducted in every corner of the world for Him to get better.I  did not pray for His recovery because I know HE will get better....But I had Him constantly in my daily tasks...Hoping all will be fine as soon as possible...I even told Him...I am not going to pray for You cos' You know the real reason behind it....Nevertheless, when I got the news...Feeling of sadness prevailed me...I thought all will be fine but I was also ready to hear this news one day cos Swami has said "It can be 96 or anytime"....That scared me a bit...but as per the Hindu astrology, Swami was actually 96 years old and He kept His word...

As far as I know, I never really thought He has left.He is still here beside me, listening to all my stories and answering to all my questions....Just as He used to do it when He was physically present in all our hearts....I never really got that He left us but only His physical body left us...All I promised Him was...To adhere to all His teachings seriously now and I want to lead my life the Sai way...that's by doing what Swami has asked us to do and make Him a real happy person because He has given me so much of good things in life....:)I am just going to be the "STAR IN GOD's HEAVEN".....

I have no questions on how things will be after this because I know nothing has changed...That's more to individual actually...For me nothing has changed and Swami is there all by my side...Till the very last breath....:)

Thanx for giving me a treasure before You left physically...I am gonna treasure the treasure You gave me all my LIFE and I need You to be there to guide me through:)

Well,that's all for now readers....I shall see all of you again soon:)

Adios!!!