It has been supper long since I blogged....pheewww!!!this shows how busy and lazy I am....No doubt I am online every night....updating my FB and chatting on MSN...but I hardly blog...cos besides doing the two things...I WORK AS WELL!!!!My life....!!!!Work Work Work....Can I have a break at least???I totally need a relaxing holiday....but I can't have a holiday now!!!!=(
Exams are approaching nearer and nearer...have I started studying???Well,a bit here and there...at least???NOPE!!!!My book is still untouched....Why?No time to study....Workload has been too much that all I want to do after 1130pm is SLEEP!!!!!....Weekends at least???I work as well...all 7 days I work....Why work so hard when they pay u peanuts???No choice...I wanted to work here...so here I am...hahaha!!!Ok I sound crazy....that's me....
I am in KL now on secondment for 5 weeks....I was so happy to come here...cos I wanted a change of environment with all the bladdy things going on at JB office...supper sickening....I just hope that this will be permenant but no....only 5 weeks then I am back to that bladdy office....I hate it....!!!!
How's KL so far???Been really good...although the jam is terrible,the food is supper expensive....but all is under control....hehehhe!!!my first weekend here...I am at my uncle's place...I am loving it!!such a quite and nice weekend...I needed one so here I am!!!!heehhehee!!!!.....
The week has been a bad one in the sense that two of my close friends have lost their loved ones....Sindhu as I call her...lost her dad...its such a sad news to me...I knew uncle for such a long time and could not be there to c him....I am sad cos cud not be with Sindhu...She means lots to me...I hope you are strong gal....I love ya....U know I will always be there for u....Hugs hugs!!!!Secondly,my bestie lost his grandpa....He has been sick lately so I think Swami din want him to suffer anymore and took him away...It is his 90th birthday next week...Bestie was excited to go down to JB to celebrate it..but sadly....He has to be with Swami....sad as well as I cannot be there with bestie as I am in KL...I hope you know that I am always there for u...So be strong and tc of mum kay...All will be good....
This all brings back my memory of my grandpa whom I lost 7 years ago....One death which took a toll on me...Grandpa was very sick....at that time,I just had an operation....As I was discharged he was brought in to the same hospital....Mum called home early in the mrg and said...Grandpa is going of....I still can remember,I woke up from the bed,sat at the staircase and started crying....When mum got back to fetch us to the hospital...I din want to come down from the stairs...Went to the hospital...and Grandma said...he has been asking for u....I hardly could see him going off....He was my football mate...We used to watch football together...ask me how I am a football fan...I will always say it was cos of my grandpa....He used to tell me all about this game....He used to read the newspaper and comment on the politics....I used to listen to that and laugh....he reads a lot...way a lot...All the books of his was on yogi's.....He used to cycle everyday even on his last days...such a strong tata he was....He used to give us sweets when v visited him...he repaired our cycles,he took us for swimming and afterthat wud but for us the claypot chicken rice at the stadium...He used to take us to the playground...we loved disturbing him with grandma and then c the reaction from both of them...hahahaah!!!So many things....When he left....I was so sad...I still feel him around till today...He has been there all along throughout my journey...I know he is proud of all of his grandchildren today...He wanted to see his first grandchild graduate...my sis...he was holding hard...but God loved him more...but He was there during her graduation....I know he wud have been really happy if he came with us...seeing her receiving her scroll and getting the gold medal wud have been such a happy news for him...seeing her doing her PhD today wud have been his happiest moments....I bet he is very happy with all of us today...Almost all of us are graduates,some are on the way and some will be in the near future....We love u so much Tata!!!....
Loosing someone close to you is such a painful thing in life...So have all the fun with them...treasure them as much as you can...cos' once they have gone...only memories can keep you going....Pick up the phone or send an email or do whatever you can just to say "I love you" to your loved ones cos you won't know if u will be alive the next second or not....Treasure life,Love you loved ones....That's the way to a great life....With no regrets=)
Adios=)
